1. |
Wishes
03:16
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I wish that you were fucking dead
Waking up into my nightmare
Every day it stays the same
Hate has rooted itself in my being
Thriving off all of this pain
This darkness remains
Building up in every corner of my brain
If it were up to me
I would never see you again
And I would never have to hear the screams
Or be a witness to her suffering
Patience is wearing thin
Don’t know how long it can win
Fading into the dark
As my mind is ripped the fuck apart
I shudder each time I hear the sound of it
That sound of your hand on her face just makes me sick
How do you live with yourself
Making our life such a living hell
You’ve become my enemy
Taken from me this happiness I knew well
Every breath you have taken is just a waste on this earth
Every wish that I make has become the same, I can’t help it
I lay awake every night in my bed
I whisper over and over again
I wish that you were dead
I wish that you were fucking dead
I wish that you were dead
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2. |
Rotting
03:01
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Hands of time continue turning
A steady fire slowly burning
Crawling through my daily agony
Dissolving what’s left of my sanity
I’ve done my time
From the day she died
I vowed justice. You wouldn’t survive
And in the courtroom when you sat and lied and when you faked your cries
I saw it in your fucking eyes
This is where the call
Began to summon me
Suppressed in the darkened mind
Was the haunting memory
I see no way I could let this go
Unless I see you go into the ground
You have to pay for the years that you made us suffer,
Even after you left her to drown
You can’t be free
Walking among the souls
A voice calls to me
And I’m starting to feel it take hold
Give in
I’m no longer in control of my head
I feel the hatred rising, burning within
And the light I have left is beginning to dim
I’m falling head first, no way but down
Dreaming of seeing your blood dripping on the ground
I see your grim demise and I feel
Happiness rotting me all the way to my core
I feel the light inside me fleeting
Like the Apple from the tree
And the decay starts to set in
As it begins to rot me
To my fucking core
I’m falling, I’m rotting
Rotting to my fucking core
I’m falling, I’m rotting
Rotting to my fucking core
Rotting to the fucking core
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3. |
The Apple
02:47
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I can’t wait anymore
Banging my head on the door
Waiting for you to fall to the floor and die
So I can leave it behind
No longer victim to my fucking mind
Waiting for you to die
A victim to my mind
I’ll take you to hell
If I must go myself
Burn you in the fire so you’ll see what she felt
I’m sick of waiting here while
You walk free from the sins you’ve dealt
I have to take it into my own hands
I cannot let it go while he still fucking stands
Every night, when I sleep, I dream of ways
That I could rid the world of your disgusting face
Like a knife to the gullet
Or maybe just one quick shot with a bullet
I can’t keep waiting
This anger’s still building
And this pain that I’m feeling
Won’t go away til you stop breathing
Hate is the force that drives me to commit this crime
Faced with the memory of her that’s haunting my fucking mind
And you deserve for it to haunt you too
Cause this ending is nobody else’s fault but you
I can’t control it any longer
Waiting for your final breath
This hate is only getting stronger
Time to bring you face to face with death
I’m overcome with a violent urge
I’ve got my hands around you, image blurred
And I can’t help but think of all the times
You’d beat her black and blue
But I bet those screams sound much better coming from you
The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree
The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree
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4. |
The Tree
04:10
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Darkness surrounds me
My light is dead
The root has wilted
And rotted my head
My inner demons have come for my family
How can I still carry on?
What is there left for me?
(Wake up!) This must be some
Kind of twisted dream
The end of life come from my knife
Turning on my own wife!
What has become of me?
Why is this happening?
I’ve fallen from the tree
Taken my everything
Tearing my head apart
I’m ripping at the seams
Soiled from the start
I never should’ve let it get this far!
I shed my skin into her arms again
Taken her head to my heart, nothing left within
Her skin is cold to the touch
How could I harm someone I loved so much?
A fire burning again
Burning under my skin
Familiar taste of revenge
I feel like I’ve been here before
Anger like I’ve never seen
A new hatred within me
Knife turned on me as I’ve become my own enemy
Take this life away
A soul for a soul
I’m not fit to stay
There’s no way
I must go
She didn’t deserve it
I couldn’t control it
Someone has to stop it
Even if that someone’s me
I’m my own enemy
I’ll take my death into my own hands
My life of misery
Has finally come to meet its end
Take me away, take me away
Take me!
End of me
This is what I need
End of me
This is where I bleed
I am a burden, I can’t let myself go free
I’ll break the curse and face the end of me!
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5. |
(reprieve)
01:06
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This story's not over yet
Time to face the fuckin' facts of how it comes to this
Our society is tainted by the come and go
(The fail to show)
And our families never feel like a home
No
Yeah
Why is mankind living on the run?
Played the fucking part
But never there from the start
Only ever showed up to tear your family the fuck apart
This is becoming all we know
The death of commitment has stunted our fucking growth
There is a hole in our society
When men will walk away from family
But there's a deeper imprint on the mind
When they've left their violence behind
So on it goes, from the roots the anger grows
Cracks begin to form, lashing out is the norm
Spite filling the soul, heart becomes an empty hole
Rage encompassing, happiness is decaying
Rotten minds lead rotten lives
Endless thoughts of homicide
(Wasted) This is how the cycle moves
(Face it) They learn it all from watching you
Deadbeat piece of shit, worthy of no pity
Choke on fate, slip a tongue
Down the throat of the holy
Time to run
How far will you get
Before you crawl back
When the door is locked, don't knock
It tempts me to violence
Fantasies of your broken flame
Flashing in my eyelids
Soulless lowlife
A formality of worthlessness disguised itself as fatherhood
No good, what would it take to see the end of you?
Break the curse of failed generations
Leaving their apples to rot through
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Bunker Hill Bloodbath Greensboro, North Carolina
Will you swim? Or will you sink?
CCCXXXVI
*NCHC*
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